I feel dmpd. Now i feel it fully. It hurts. No girl is like she. N she doesn't want me back. KURWA!!!... Im trying to promiss to myself - NO MORE GIRLS. At all.

I know im not handsom (or whatever it is in English), but if she says that i am, so why leaves me without any good reason? WHY?!... :'( Can't just stop thinking about her... The only way to stop is... :) im not gonna write it in here (police - they dont like this idea:P)

BYE! [who am I writing it to?]